j-han

It's already been 6 months since I stopped working in an office. I still hate working, but working from home certainly has its perks. I think I'm finally getting the hang of starting something with the end in mind. Not all ideas have to be 500 page novels, 25 volume manhwas, 16 episode dramas, etc. I'm starting to like the feeling of accomplishment in completion. But of course my love for infinite possibilities and the inherent potential of all beginnings will never change.

Office life and culture is not very supportive to the creative spirit. So in this environment I've become a warrior - hardened, unthinking, unfeeling. I'm hacking and sawing at my work, and more often than not I'm wondering if I'm really fighting the good fight. But I'm trying my best to keep all thoughts, all thoughts, at bay else I become the loser in this fight. It's simply about survival now. Suffice to say I'm not very productive anymore in any sense of the word at work or even at play. I mean, look at me now journaling at work...

Three digital works in three days? And two of them actually have backgrounds! I should give myself a pat on the back. Instead I'll make a list, which is better than a pat on the back, since I'm such a list maniac. It is a list detailing random stuff I like, which not so randomly find their way into my drawings... 1. Gosh, I love crossovers. Plucking a character from their natural setting and plunking them elsewhere that's not so natural. I dream of a day when Dr. Gregory House vacations in Miami and gets involved with the Miami Metro and a certain blood spatter analyst. Dexter's mental commentary on House's witticisms... I can imagine it now